And then what?
436
00:45:13,400 --> 00:45:17,201
You'll be a fugitive for the
rest of your life.
437
00:45:17,901 --> 00:45:20,568
You won't ever be able to come back.
438
00:45:23,000 --> 00:45:26,601
What exactly do I have to come back to?
439
00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:32,001
Good luck, Bill.
440
00:45:36,501 --> 00:45:38,102
Wait ...
441
00:45:43,100 --> 00:45:44,901
Can you pay for the water?
442
00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:47,001
I don't have any money.
443
00:45:50,601 --> 00:45:54,402
These are yours. I don't
need them anymore.
444
00:45:56,400 --> 00:45:58,400
Enjoy Nicaragua.
445
00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:51,001
Sorry, guess I should knock first?
446
00:46:52,200 --> 00:46:54,200
How did it go?
447
00:47:02,100 --> 00:47:03,500
Why?
448
00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:07,001
But why?
449
00:47:07,200 --> 00:47:09,001
Just to hear you say that.
450
00:47:09,200 --> 00:47:12,801
No, I was on my way back, and ...
451
00:47:13,200 --> 00:47:15,200
passed this crazy store ...
452
00:47:15,300 --> 00:47:17,767
and I just wanted to give it to you.
453
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:21,001
So I stole it.
- You stole it?
454
00:47:21,300 --> 00:47:22,700
Yeah ...
455
00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:26,667
I was scared to death.
I couldn't stop running.
456
00:47:27,200 --> 00:47:31,001
But it was kind of exciting.
- It was kind of stupid.
457
00:47:31,200 --> 00:47:34,001
I mean, if they caught you
and called the cops ...
458
00:47:34,200 --> 00:47:39,467
Nah, it felt good anyway,
after my dive into the past.
459
00:47:40,300 --> 00:47:43,500
You can talk about it, if you want.
460
00:47:45,000 --> 00:47:47,267
No, there's not much to talk about.
461
00:47:48,901 --> 00:47:51,901
We really didn't have very much
to say to each other.
462
00:47:52,501 --> 00:47:53,901
I felt ...
463
00:47:54,300 --> 00:47:57,967
alone ... sitting with her today.
464
00:47:58,501 --> 00:48:00,501
Well, you're always alone.
465
00:48:01,300 --> 00:48:03,967
I've felt alone most of my life.
466
00:48:05,200 --> 00:48:08,200
This solitude of being missed ...
467
00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:11,400
don't belong to any group ...
468
00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:14,200
couldn't find my place ...
469
00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:18,533
For Latino men I was always "La Negrita."
470
00:48:20,200 --> 00:48:21,867
Little Black one.
471
00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:24,200
Just good to play with.
472
00:48:26,100 --> 00:48:29,167
Here is ... a little souvenir ...
473
00:48:30,000 --> 00:48:31,634
from that time.
474
00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:39,400
So ...
475
00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:42,600
was "la Negrita" ever loved?
476
00:48:44,701 --> 00:48:49,535
Well ... there is true love,
and then there is everything else.
477
00:48:50,300 --> 00:48:55,567
Then how do you recognize true love,
Professor Now?
478
00:48:56,200 --> 00:48:58,200
You don't, I guess.
479
00:48:59,200 --> 00:49:01,600
But any feeling is worth it.
480
00:49:02,200 --> 00:49:04,600
So just enjoy it for what it is ...
481
00:49:04,801 --> 00:49:07,801
and don't be afraid to walk away
when the feeling goes.
482
00:49:09,200 --> 00:49:10,600
But how do you ...
483
00:49:11,200 --> 00:49:14,600
truly enjoy something when you know
it's going to end soon?
484
00:49:15,801 --> 00:49:17,602
What do you mean?
485
00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:21,600
Like now, with you ...
486
00:49:22,901 --> 00:49:27,568
I can't stop thinking that in a day or two
I'll be gone, and ...
487
00:49:28,200 --> 00:49:30,600
won't ever see you again.
488
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:33,600
Same answer, sooner or later ...
489
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:35,901
you have to trust it.
490
00:49:36,300 --> 00:49:39,901
Just enjoy it. It's worth it.
491
00:49:40,100 --> 00:49:42,901
You'll deal with that time when it comes.
492
00:49:43,200 --> 00:49:46,400
What's here now will always be yours.
493
00:50:05,200 --> 00:50:07,400
What would you desire most?
494
00:50:08,300 --> 00:50:12,101
Right this minute? And don't stop yourself.
495
00:50:12,300 --> 00:50:14,300
Everything is OK.
496
00:50:16,300 --> 00:50:18,967
I'd like to watch you masturbate.
497
00:50:19,534 --> 00:50:22,201
Unless, you know, you ...
498
00:53:18,801 --> 00:53:20,235
Thank you.
499
00:53:21,400 --> 00:53:22,867
My pleasure.
500
00:53:28,000 --> 00:53:32,100
Do you like it. - Very much.